i never

should

have

left

I promise you,

I will never

leave you again.



and yeah it stings, but it’s the good kind of sting. The kind that let’s you know you’re body is functioning the way it’s supposed to, even if you’re brain is not. It’s like, you’re body tells your brain you’ve been cut but that you’re not supposed to have been so you should probably be hurting right now. And you’re brain tells your eyes to look at this cut, to assess the damage I guess. And then… then your brain is like “Good job! Oh there’s blood, that’s good… watch it pour out, enjoy it kid. That pain you feel? You did that, that’s about the only thing you can control these days” And then you start to need it.